Monday, October 30, 2006

Blogging... Cool?

I haven't blogged (written) anything for quite some time... I originally started blogging because I thought it was cool, and I would enjoy writing about myself. Now I find that while blogging is still cool... Writing about myself isn't as much. I guess I don't find my life interesting enough for anyone to read about. The things that are interesting, I find I can't write about because they usually involve other people who may not want published for the whole world to read. Then I find that I censor myself because I don't want to offend anyone by expressing my thoughts about them... I mean I often find that in order to "get along" in certain circumstances I must suppress my true feelings. I don't think this is unique to me. So I am left with talking about my feelings about general topics such as current events, movies, TV, books, etc. Things which everyone else talks about... Things which aren't unique to me, and as such are boring and mundain. So I have to decide... To put myself fully into this blogging and truly express myself, continue on as I have, or stop all together. Even though the last option seems like what I have been doing lately, it's not really the option I relish the most. I want to do something, be something or someone, that is unique. I want to find something I enjoy and spend the time being the best at that one thing... so that I am better than most people at that thing. I don't want to be just one of many, I want to stand out. Then I will have something worth blogging about. Today I am one of many... Tomorrow I want to be one of few!

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